2019, We have to Break Up.

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2019, I am breaking up with, I am sorry.

Dear 2019,

 Being with you, 2019, has been one of the transformational years of my life, and I just can't keep this chapter up any longer.

When we first met at midnight on 01/01/2019 I thought “Wow, I can’t wait to see our year together.” I was open to anything you were offering to me. Each month you showed me other ways to be a better person.

In January, 2 minutes after midnight, you rushed me to buy a ticket to a transformational 4-day seminar. 

In February, you reminded me of how rewarding is to teach and provide classes for the community. 

Our March was most memorable, you showed me who could I be, after attending Unleash Power Within Tony Robbins event, where I rediscovered my limited beliefs and connected with incredible people to set new standards.

Then you took me on a beautiful journey to my homeland Europe, and you showed me how I changed, since I moved to the US, you reminded me about people’s priorities and how important to take time and enjoy life, that hustle, and stress to post on Instagram or Facebook on time, highlight my ideas, attend another networking event are not always add value to being intentional and mindful.

 April comes and you gave me confidence and proved me right that adding value to people through workshops and seminars gave me the most satisfaction. 

Remember in May 2019? You made me published in the local Newspaper? Oh 2019, I was so proud! We even bought 5 copies to put them in the frame as a sign of a great start.

You 2019, were building me up through the summer, by diminishing my skills and doubting my growth. And every time I told myself " it can't possibly be that difficult!“ to something people would say "perfect life"?

I know it's not all your fault, 2019. After all, despite snowstorms, you have had your sunny days to connect me with great mentors and coaches that happened to be on my way. 

I've tried. I really have. My parents were right about you, in 2019.  They knew as soon as we started our relationship you are going to be hard on me. But I didn't listen! And look where we are? Did you forget how much you made me procrastinate and make things perfect? How about that self-development planner that should make people's life to setting goals easier, you made me create them for 3 months. Who does that?!

I think it is time to tell you the truth, please don't say anything, right now. Just listen... I've fallen for someone else. YES 2019, I am going to open my heart to 2020. He might have everything I want in a year. You can't blame me for wanting to be happy, in 2019!

Goodbye, 2019. I will stay in my heart and will always be friends.

Love Yana.